Turning My Life Over To God
In my active addiction, I have no relationship with my higher power unless I am in trouble or want something out of selfish motives. I find myself praying to God for all the wrong reasons when I am using. It was only when I finally made the decision to ask God to save my life again that I felt a sense of relief.
Search for Spiritual Connection
Spirituality has been a hard thing for me throughout my life. My mom has always been extremely spiritual and has tried her best to teach me her ways. I could become more spiritual in my life, but for some reason I have never really felt a spiritual connection with anything.
Finding God's Direction
Spirituality, to me, means to be of God’s Spirit. I used to ask myself “What does it mean to be of the spirit?” The whole concept of being spiritual was a hard thing for me to fully grasp.